Funny Lessons

Learned kind of a funny lesson today. Do not pinch a man's butt when he is slinging poo..I mean mud. Cause he jumps and flings his mud where he doesn't really wanna, lectures you about the possibility of cutting off his valuable man jewels with the knife he is holding and then later explains how it is also a bad thing to do this to a man as he is working under the hood of a car.
I dunno. Here's my theory........
I GOT HIM!! And he didn't like it. HEE HEE
(Ya know I love you boo!!!!)

PLU

Let me just say how TOTALLY excited I am to be accepted into PLU's highly competitive LPN to BSN nursing program. To start in September of 2006. WOO HOO!!!!!

HOLY CRAP

I had the shitake scared outa me today. Got a call from my mother on my cell phone and at work to let me know that Dr. Diaz's office is trying to call me because of Mason's blood work. So what do I do...I FREAK....I automatically assume he has leukemia..I start to shake, get nauseous and can't focus. SERIOUSLY!! I called the nurse back and left a message on her voicemail. And called and called and called and called...She never answered her friggin phone. So I called the receptionist and explained to her that one cannot call an emergency contact number stating there is something wrong with one's sons bloodwork and then make herself unavailable...Didn't work...No friggin sympathy....So finally she called me back just to tell me Mason had a little protein in his urine. Barely above normal but should be repeated in 2 weeks just in case because of his tummy aches.
HOLY CRAP! If only she would of mentioned that little tid bit earlier, I would not have overdosed on adrenaline... DID I mention I am a FREAK!!

So much

After failed attempts at lifelong partnership..To find the right one is scary. Now I am afraid of loss. What would happen if you find your soulmate after years of looking only to lose that mate. You let go just to trust because you know it is the right thing to do..But once you let that guard down..what if the unspeakable happens.
I received at lecture tonight about trust and love and letting go of the past. Letting go of past relationship that your partner had or thought about having.
Not sure how appropriate that was....I am learning...To fear is human..To trust is superhuman.

Play DAY!!!!

Took the kids to Theler Wetlands in Belfair. Awesome!! Great trails and kids got to see lots of wild life. Great walking trails too. Quite windy..Lots of killer birds..Not literally but cool looking.
Then off to the BIG park in Silverdale with everyone else in Kitsap County. It's kind of funny. Its like the masses head out doors to suck up every smidgen of sunshine they can when the first REAL spring day appears. And they stay there....and stay there...until the sun goes away...Kind of reminds me of a baby bird with its mouth open waiting for moms regurgitated worm...Don't know why it reminds me of that
.....It just does.....

Amazing Love

This morning I looked at the toothless grin of my six year old and realized how amazing it is to love something so much. Growing up you think, wow, it would be cool to have kids. You don't realize just how amazing until you become a parent. I can't believe how much love you can have for another human being until you become a parent. You would move heaven and earth. You would become a criminal for. You would give your life for, your children.

Not Sure Why

Not sure why I decided to Blog. God knows I dont have the time. But what the hell.