So much

After failed attempts at lifelong partnership..To find the right one is scary. Now I am afraid of loss. What would happen if you find your soulmate after years of looking only to lose that mate. You let go just to trust because you know it is the right thing to do..But once you let that guard down..what if the unspeakable happens.
I received at lecture tonight about trust and love and letting go of the past. Letting go of past relationship that your partner had or thought about having.
Not sure how appropriate that was....I am learning...To fear is human..To trust is superhuman.